So it's been a while, I've been doing everything I can to simply keep myself distracted from my gender identity (or possibly simply lack there of) that I haven't been function in life hardly at all. The only thing that is survivng is my job, and that probably only because I have a couple of friends there that understand and are supportive. Anyway, the distractions are starting to not be effective, and I am totally about to snap, I can't take not being me for very much longer I don't think. It also seems, though my doc is looking for more of a specialist for me at this point in time, that I wasn't born with both sets of organs, so I guess it simply means I'm mental. Mental or not, I can't function like this, and I'm almost about to be seriously thinking about making do with what I have and simply making the transition reguardless of what is there or not, though there is nothing simple about it.
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